This has proven to be the most influential week of material
for me. I was literally moved by these authors, and brought to tears by Riggs.
There is something about relating to others who recognize and own their
“separateness” what touches me deeply. In theory, I understand that everyone,
everywhere can be considered separate for one reason or another, and everyone
has hurt deep down at one point or another, but when people dedicate their
lives to expressing this reality instead of stuffing it or playing victim, I
must applaud. Riggs made the deepest impact for me personally. Not only did he
express his truth, but did so in such a profound and effective way. All of the
writers bring queer histories to the table, and each from a separate
background. Korean, Black, Mexican, Native American. Everyone fighting for
their voice. Everyone fighting for their place in this world. The one true
inspiration for me was the way in which all four artists did so, and were not
overcome with strife. We often do what we need to to get by, to survive, to not
shrivel under the weight of our misunderstood identities. Rarely do we thrive.
I say we, because I am included in this mirage of separateness. I too have been
under the thumb of oppression, either socially, personally, or globally. But
every once in a long while we manage to see the truth. We are all one, and in
seeing so, we can take these experiences we’ve been so blessed to hold as our
own and spring forward, blossoming.
The one commonality I saw between all four writers was their
deep desire for love, for passion, and for connectedness. This of course seems
like a basic human condition, but in the eyes of someone who has suffered grave
identity excommunication they can be the tallest of goals. Whether it’s Duncan
catering to her mother and always walking a straight line, or Moraga who takes
her love by force and realistic confrontation, or Powell who gracefully adds
his input and considerations to any topic, or Riggs who uses his whole being to
create space for change, all four of these artists recognize what is important
to them and aim to shuffle through strife to attain it. I am truly inspired by
them all.
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